Emotional Ghost lyrics

I'm look around, feeling lost
There's blood on my hands, and I've paid the cost
Your emotional ghost haunts my soul
But I'd rather die, than give you control
Open up my heart, to let you in
You pushed my back to the wall, and now my back's to the wind

Wherever I go, try to hide
It's not gonna change what I feel inside
Silver and gold might catch my eye
Your is the face that I can't deny
I'm sick and tired of being lonely
I wanna see what you're trying to show me
I need a lover that I can't live without
There's something about you I can't figure out

Whenever you go, I can't decide
If I should run, or swallow my pride
Your voice in my head, feelings collide
You never said, and you never lied
My world still revolves, with questions unresolved

If I see an open door
I can't wait anymore
Wherever I go, try to hide
It's not gonna change what I feel inside
Silver and gold might catch my eye
Yours is the face that I can't deny
My world still revolves, with questions unresolved

If I see an open door
What am I waiting for?
You might be the reason why
I open my heart for one more try
Wherever I go I can't decide
A voice in my head, feelings collide
You never said, and you never lied
I thought my heart was frozen all the way
I'm haunted by emotional ghosts