Dead Man's Ballet lyrics

Oh no, how could this happen toSuch an amazing young boyI had my whole life ahead of me--Oh God, how could you have let thisHappen to such a lovely young childI was their only son and I tried,Tried, tried--Yeah, you, you miserable fatherThe one who ignored me for half of my lifeNow I, I can't even look at youWhy? Why? Why?Don't abandon me nowI don't want to die!You can lead him to the ambulanceBut you cannot make him liveNo, you cannot make me live!You can lead him to the ambulanceLead me home!But you cannot make him liveWould, could I have done differentlyYou never said there was anything wrongNow the drugs, they give me encouragementWhy? Why? Why?Oh God, tell me I'll make itI'll give you my blood if that's all you needJust don't tell me that I'm gonna die,Die, die!Don't abandon me nowI don't want to dieAlone...You can lead him to the ambulanceBut you cannot make him liveNo you cannot make me live!You can lead him to the ambulanceWhy can't we celebrate? Lead me home
!But you cannot make him live