Long Way Home lyrics

I am taking the long way home
I really messed up and I'm late again
And my belly aches from fear
How, when and where?
How can keys just disappear?
I would die to have them here again

All the luck in the world, strenght and magic
Is not enough for a fate so tragic
Every piece of that heart
Afraid to go in just to fall apart

On a rainy day
Home is where you're feeling safe
And where you always feel ok to stay
And a lovely day you'll be on your way
To build this perfect family
Now do you think that's gonna happen,
-to me?

I am taking the long way
And I walk real slow
And I don't mind that it's raining
Because then the tears won't seem to show
And I wonder what the world would really say
If I simply disappeared today
I guess no one would notice anyway

All the luck in the world strenght and magic
Is not enough to heal, it's tragic
Every part of that heart
-Afraid

And on a rainy day
Home is where you're feeling safe
Where you always feel ok to stay
And a lovely day you'll be on your way
To build this perfect family
What do you think is gonna happen,
-to me?

On a rainy day
Home is where I am not safe
And where I never feel ok to stay
And a lovely day I'll be on my way
To crash a perfect family
And all that I can do is cry