Love Controlled Despair lyrics

To flee, and to be gone(to be gone)Detached from myselfTo see clearly what's beyond(what's beyond)the dreary and cold walls within my headI exist in desire in my dark havenI long to cleanse my soul of regretAll I want is you to be thereand no longer feel dead insideI'm in love controlled despairwish to sleep and leave all behindTo set free, and to forgive(to forgive)Illusion of myselfTo breathe and truly live(truly live)Without the clawsthe claws within my headAll I want is you to be thereand no longer feel dead insideI'm in love controlled despairwish to sleep and leave all behindI exist in desire in my dark havenI long to cleanse my soul of regretAll I want is you to be there...All I want is you to be thereand no longer feel dead insideI'm in love controlled despairwish to sleep and leave...Leave all behind