I Know The Truth (from Aida) lyrics

How did I come to this?
How did I slip and fa-all?
How did I throw half a lifetime away
Without any thought at all?

This should have been my time
It's over, it never bega-an
I closed my eyes to so much for so long
And I no longer can

I try to blame it on fortune
Some kind of shift in the star-ars
But I know the truth and it haunts me
It's flown just a little too far-ar
And I know the truth and it mocks me
I know the truth and it shocks... me
It's flown just a little too far-ar

Why do I want her still?
Why, when there's nothing there-ere?
How to go on with the rest of my life
To pretend I don't care-are
Thi-is should've been my time
It's over, it never bega-an
I closed my eyes to so much for so long
And I no longer ca-an

I try to blame it on fortune
Some kind of twist in my fa-ate
But I know the truth and it haunts me
I learned it a little too la-ate

I know the truth and it mocks me
I know the truth and it shocks... me
I learned it just a little too la-ate