Whirlpool lyrics

Where do people get their courage
That I'll never understand
I opened up to show you
Saw us walking hand in hand

now I feel so embarrassed
I was just disturbing you
But how could I keep it quiet
Didn't know what else to do

I had to have it all
And ran into a wall
And I didn't stop to see
Plain reality

now that I left the whirlpool
I'm walking straight again
My life is back to normal
But I've noticed it too late

how can I live my life for me
When everytime I close my eyes
There is you that I see
You're everywhere, can't run away