Messing Up lyrics

I've got a talent of messing shit up
When I'm ripping up at the scenes
Lying there on the beach thinking that were cold
But I felt unbelievable
Then I say those messed up words
When they were meant to take ur breath away

This should hav been the way I did this
But now I feel up against the wall, up against the wall

I wish u could here my heart breaking
When you said you hate this part
I told you if u tried jumping
I would hold on to u and tell u not to
So cupid don't shoot me next time with a arrow of love
Here's a bullet instead
Piss of cupid with ur arrows stop following me on my desperate adventure