Stay Awake lyrics

well i know that we are dead,
and my only regret
is i gave you all i have,
and you just left

now all that's left
are the memories and the pain
because now i sleep on blades
just to stay awake

i think it's time you listen to what i say;
i don't care if it takes a million days
toget this through
another year is almost over
but i'm the one that's coming to an end

what did you want me to do ?
i'll never wake this far from you
and if i never sleep again
it will be too soon!