I Hate Happiness lyrics

I had an old lover tell me to cheer up
But I told that lover I never gave a fuck
I never wrote a love song, just the physicalities
Too shallow to give in to love, I choose reality
My smile never faded because it was never there
I went to rehab and all that shit but never cared
Maybe I should listen to the kindess I received
Not that anybody cares to truly heal the weak

[Chorus:]
Don't tell me about your love life
And I won't tell you about mine
It's a neverending story
Filled with less truths than the lies
Don't tell me that you've fallen
Because I won't pick you up
And when I hear that you're calling
I still don't believe in love

I hate to hear your happy, don't tell me you are
Everything once dear me to has gone away so far
Crying into a pillow, when even that seems cold
The neverending pain and loss around me's gotten old
My perception of reality's better than yours
I said this as I walked away and slammed the door
You had a grin on your face going from ear to ear
How happy that he makes you's the last thing I want to hear

Don't tell me about your love life
And I won't tell you about mine
It's a neverending story
Filled with less truths than the lies
Don't tell me that you've fallen
Because I won't pick you up
And when I hear that you're calling
I still don't believe in love

I hate happiness, this is what I must confess
I'd rather spend my nights getting girls undressed
I hate to see you smile, I'd rather rip it off your face
And get rid of every thoughtful and loving trace

Don't tell me about your love life
And I won't tell you about mine
It's a neverending story
Filled with less truths than the lies
Don't tell me that you've fallen
Because I won't pick you up
And when I hear that you're calling
I still don't believe in love