A Wish lyrics

I wish to feel smallerunder your sheets.I wish for the whole truthevery time you speak.I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for meWhile I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep...And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seemYou stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeansIgnoring me the morning afterisn't enoughand I swear I'm gonna cry.I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.And my blood won't stickTo the confines of my veins.And your heartIs gonna tear mine away.And I wish to feel smaller under your hands,though you seem satisfied as you slip minedown your pants.And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for meWhile you lift up my shirt after asking politely.And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to beCuz it's her you'll always love and it's her I'll always envy.I want to end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up.But I swear I'm gonna cry.I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.And my blood won't stickTo the confines of my veins.And your h
eartIs gonna tear mine away.And it's hard to findWhat I wantWhen it's buried beneath the biggest rock.I could pay lots of moneyTo help lift it with machinesBut I'm not sure you'd cooperate.Not sure you'd come clean.And I wish to feel smallerunder your sheets.I wish for the whole truthevery time you speak.And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for meAs I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep.And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seemYou stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans.Ignoring me the morning after isn't enoughand I swear I'm going to cry.I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.Yeah, I swear I'm gonna cry.I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.And my blood won't stickTo the confines of my veins.And your heartIs gonna tear mine away.Is gonna tear mine away