Torn Between Everything lyrics

Yeah that's right I spend my whole entire life without friends so why should I care about them anyway if they don't appreciate me for all I done why won't those people understand this is how I truly feel, even though I am alone right now I will know then what my life looks like in the near future see I always keep playing your fool for no reason but this time I don't need nobody, because they will never be by my side when I need them and inside this mind am going real negative from now on thinking about all the bad things I have done just hat feeling this way towards everybody, I'm just a kid who needs friends that will respect and treat me well so all I gotta say is I'm sorry for the mistakes I made, it was my fault anybody can you please be my friend. What did I do wrong to deserve this is it because I am torn between everything, all I want is respect from my classmates because I am torn between everything, if you wanna be my friend just let me know and prove it by showing that you care because I am torn between everything, why is everybody treating me different than the rest is it because I am torn between everything, I wish some of these girls would hug me a lot because that will stop me from being torn between everything, torn between everything. Okay if nobody is talking to me or hugging me when I am feeling sad and about to cry when I am putting myself down and if I am in class with you just say hi so I can see that you really care about me, but she is just hurting my feelings when I see her walking pass me in the school hallways please why are you annoying me so much see this is what causes my emotions to grow, trying to get people's attention I wanna show them I really care or I respect them no matter what happens see not even my classmates notice me but I hope this tells you what I am about and whenever you see me just give me a hug, so all I gotta say is I'm sorry for the mistakes that I made I know it is my fault though can you please be my friend. What did I do wrong to deserve this is it because I am torn between everything, all I want is respect from my classmates because I am torn between everything, if you wanna be my friend just let me know and prove it by showing that you care because I am torn between everything, why is everybody treating me different than the rest is it because I am torn between everything, I wish some of these girls would hug me a lot because that will stop me from being torn betweem everything, torn between everything. Yo my life is kinda hard for me though because I gotta deal with all this pain and gulit that I might suffer before so what I have been through ain't your problem anymore because I cause it to happen, but I feel like nobody in the world like's me for who I am see I hate being nice to all these fakes out here or they ain't cool enough to hang with me still doing good things for them stupid liars is not my style, keep on talking that trash if ya think you're better than everybody else so watch me go crazy as I knock your lights from my distance there is no reason to explain my actions or behavior towards my classmates, because I still got my heartbroken by every girl I met wow I am going back into my mean ways forever and trust me I ain't gonna go back to my old persona ever again so long, because they don't hug me or talk to me or respect me and now I am blaming my mistakes on them it's their fault anyway I am like this. What did I do wrong to deserve this is is because I am torn between everything, all I want is respect from my classmates because I am torn between everything, if you wanna be my friend just let me know and prove it by showong that you care because I am torn between everything, why is everybody treating me different than the rest is is because I am torn between everything, I wish some of these would hug me a lot because that will stop me from being torn between everything, torn between everything.