Disconnected lyrics

Has it failed?
The lie so white it's almost see-through
All we made
A fruitless effort to connect with ourselves
And remain disconnected

Don't hesitate
To sweep this failure under the carpet
As we exchange
Insincerities as we walk out
On ourselves
And remain disconnected

So I slide into
The deep end I was
Up against something bigger than me
Don't have any access
Don't have any answers
To what's inside
So I hide

So here is to
Safety and it's comfort
I wouldn't know
How to get around this or myself to begin with
I remain disconnected

So I slide into
The deep end I was
Up against something bigger than me
Don't have any access
Don't have any answers
To what's inside
To what is inside
Don't have any access
Don't have any answers
To what is inside
So I hide

And remain disconnected