On My Balcony lyrics

Feeling you get when you throw it awayLast lucky strike and a full ashtrayIt happened once it won't happen againServing an ace to my swift back handNot strictly true is what I said to youLast-ditch defence has been misconstructed Coming correct simply had to forget Flight of my skilfully crafted debtFight for you die for you I won't let you downI felt you close on the balcony It felt to meThat you still understoodChorus:Sometimes I wishI had not gotten into itDismissed, I had to admitNot been keeping it so legitNot been keeping so legitI'm just not feeling itNo inspiration, no lyrics enough saidGranted a few may have been misleadFooled by myself and I'm over absorbedCan't see the end of this fresh recordFight for you die for you I won't let you downAnd I felt alone, on my balconyOccurred to meHow much you're still with meChorus x2