The Zero lyrics

It's been so long I can't recall
I'm disconnected from it all
I'm not the same
Now they want me back again
In dreams, I get the where and when-
The Zero Plane
(Berlin awaits)
I'd rather die than come crawling back to the orphans in the sterile black I once called home
When all I had was Aladdin Sane, The Slider, and my mother's name
I was all alone

Over!
Have to face that it's over
Feel the past on my shoulder
Hear the ring of the bell
There's nothing that I will return to
They can't lose me, and I won't lose you

Dealing with the things in my life
I should have gone crazy
Calling me in my sleep every night
I think I've gone crazy

Over!
Have to face that it's over
Feel the past on my shoulder
Hear the ring of the bell
There's nothing that I will return to
They can't lose me
AND I WON'T LOSE YOU!
I won't lose you!
I can't lose you!
'Cause I need you!
...'cause I...