In Response A Senseless Act Of Beauty lyrics

is this what ive been reduced to now?
forgive me i know not what i do
when venom escapes my lips
knives meant for this savior
its been so hard keeping up
your amrs cradle
anyone but me
one voice strikes down
anything i wanted to be
its a mistake
dying for these sins
a lavish mistake
for waking
you gave me neither heart nor wings
senseless who is this i'm calling to?
when blood flows from my side
white lights they turn away
i'ts been so hard lift me up
your arms cradle
anyone but me
one voice strikes down
anything i wanted to be
its a mistake
dying for these sins
a lavish mistake
waking up again
turning into the fallen
turnin into myself
raise me up again