So Hard 2 Take lyrics

I tried, so hard...
To get you out of my mind.

I tried so hard,
Until it was all over and done with.
My feelings were long gone,
No longer hurt in my stomach.
At first it was love kid,
Then turned into constant arguments,
I tried my hardest to stop it,
This bitch had always started it.
Taking advantage of my fragile heart,
Tore it apart.
The state of one attraction,
I should of known from the start.
Over powered by hazel eyes,
My mind paused for a minute.
Picturing love,
There was nothing that could block the image.

My thoughts depended,
On her actions,
Her ways,
Her love
Asked her father gods of lust
I prayed enough?
Embraced her trust,
Made no fuss, woud dream happily.
Day by day,
I noticed the pain increase rapidly.
In a dieing sense,
I tried to forget it.
And let it past.
But by doing this
I forced to the relationship that would never last
Every past was baracaded,
All trust was gone.
Playing stupid, as if I never knew,
What went wrong.

I question my love for you,
Your leaving made me know,
I can't handle this pain,
Cried for you in this rain
Why won't you say sorry?
Turn around and come back home?
I'm just so tired of bein alone...

I hate her.
How many times haven't I said it?
I hate the fact that she hates me,
And I shall never forget it.
Never had I ever fuck with her feelings,
Later regret it
All of these years,
Lost in the tears,
That my letters presented.
I still miss her
Catch myself, slittin my wrist,
With the glass I seperated,
From the last picture we flick.

Together as one,
Wondering what I've done to take this,
Holding my pillow every night,
Wish that she'd replace it
Well fuck it,
It's all over and done,
Feeling's are gone.
And I'm starting to get tired of love killing my songs.
So then my arms
Are forgotten trees,
Left in my shirt
I love you,
Shit I can't even say I remember the words.
Never concerning anything,
Having to do with her past.

You ruined it last,
We're hiding the truth in a mask,
You stupid ass
I'm ignoring the crap that you moan.
We had out times,
Until today.
I hope you're happy alone.

I question my love for you,
Your leaving made me know,
I can't handle this pain,
Cried for you in this rain
Why won't you say sorry?
Turn around and come back home?
I'm just so tired of bein alone...