Jacob lyrics

I can't put my finger on how I got here
Or where exactly I anticipated it to go
All I know is I wanted him to stay near
He never noticed that I felt so alone
So I did everything to get his attention
And went out shopping for some new clothes
Everything that I did wasn't at my disgression
I think I was becoming his female clone

And Jacob told me that I would look cute
If I bought this one certain kind of shoe
But when I showed up the next day with them on
His expression was still spacey and gone

When I finally got the nerve to talk to him
It felt as if I was living in a dream
My patience was nothing short of going thin
Just to think that he even noticed me
Call it a schoolgirl crush or lame as it gets
But I never felt that way much before
He was going to be my baby, or so I would bet
And now I guess he made me settle the score

Jacob told me that I'm not being lame
I guess it's fair to say I begged to differ
At least one time he said my name
Then I found that he got back with her

Then he got sent away for breaking the law
I was surprised to say I didn't care
Now when I look back on how I did it all
It's true at least that life is never fair
He was everything I look for in a guy
But I really I never got to feel his joy
And rumor had it that he had an open mind
His myspace said that he was also into boys

Jacob told my friend he already has someone
But she never told him that I wished it was me
I was never the one to which he would run
And the story ends that we were never meant to be