Choke lyrics

Not long agoI was insideyour downward spiraldying slowdistracted lifekeep it all downdeserted, not another soul aroundfair weathered friendscovenienece winsKeep it, keep all of your madnessdrown in all your sadnessChoke on all your paincause I don't want toYou had me pinnedunder your thumbmy mind dividedfor protectionillusion withmirrors and screensblack and whitedragging through the in betweenFarewell my friendssurvival winsKeep it, Keep all of your madnessdrown in all your sadnessChoke on all your paincause I don't want to Keep it, keep all of your sorrowsuffer through tomorrowchoke on all your shameKeep it, keep all of your darknessdon't forget to mark thisbitter holidayCHOKE!You asked 1000 timesplease write a song that's minewell this is what I have to say to youYou drank yourself half blindI lived inside your liebut I'm not meant to die that way