Failed lyrics

I take a step back and wait for react
If there's no reaction I will take it in another direction
There's no way out of this
You will find that you are behind

Oh my god I think I made a mistake
Everything seems to break
The more I think I need you
The more I wanna push away
In here I can't see your face
I don't want to you're a fucking disgrace
Don't ever try to reach me
I don't need your fucking sympathy

I take a step back and wait for react
If there's no reaction I will take it in another direction
There's no way out of this
You will find that you are behind

I don't feel anything I used to know
And it was you who threw it away with one throw
But now your feelings get to you
Those you thought you could get thru
Chipping for air drowning in your own tears
You thought you were cold as ice

Every time I step out of bed I feel it breaking
And I feel that
I have failed
I have failed
I have failed

I take a step back and wait for react
If there's no reaction I will take it in another direction
There's no way out of this
You will find that you are behind