So Alone lyrics

Can't live without you you're my saving grace
You helped me keep my sanity
When I was struggling you were by my side
You helped me face reality
The lust I had for you nearly drove me insane
I managed to walk away but doubt I'll ever be the same
You are my one true love for now and forever
And when I have you in my arms can't feel the pain I'm still bitter
I feel so alone - you've sucked the life out of me
I'm already dead I just don't know it yet
Because you stole my heart a love I can't forget
Slowly dying when will I go
I wish I was dead I feel so alone
Your just a memory a twist of fate from god above
When I lie awake at night it's you I crave - it's you I love
The pain it burns inside I suffer everyday
Still alive wishing I was dead like christ at the stake